Have yet to find a philosophical somewhere I am content to call home. The closest I get to a creed these days is a quote by John Green. "Whether I believe in God isn’t really relevant. I do believe however tenuously in Mercy" Due to a lot of personal reasons encountered along this journey, I have mostly stepped away from writing for now. Still, sometimes something stirs me and I need space to hash out my thoughts. So welcome to my little space along the journey.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Sun Tzu and The Art of Church
I am at camp, and I am working to be a positive example in the lives of these kids. I am trying to show them the glory of an almighty God who loves them in an amazing way. While I am in the midst of all of this, and should be spending my thought life figuring ways to bless these kids, instead I am consumed with plotting my revenge on a fellow soldier.
I know for a fact I am smarter, better studied, and more articulate than this brother. I know for a fact that my analysis on the problem of pride was correct. I know for a fact this brother is merely reguritating the poor theology of an out of touch...
Intresting to me, I would be having these thoughts. I preached on the problem of pride, I was attcked by a fellow soldier of Christ, and I am consumed by my own pride. I am a victim of the problem of the message. How can I impact these kids, how can Christ impact me when my focus is on ME and my hurt for his attack. How can I have room to teach humilty and service to these kids when I am planning a response and revenge?
I cling to his violation of Matthew 18, as I wallow in my own pride. The Bible equates pride with witchcraft and I am the brother with a plank in my eye.
The art of Church is humbly understanding who the enemy is. My brother, though his attack was quick and pointed is not the enemy. The readers, who rallied behind his attack on me, who responded to act upon his sugestions that I be tarred and feathered (OK, I know he didn't suggest that, but it seemed better in the flow) are not the enemy. The enemy is Satan. The fallen morning star of heaven, the accussor of the saints, the father of lies.
The key to victory as a church is to understand the enemy. Know who he is and how he works to face us upon each other. Know who he is, and understand his agenda. Know who he is, and do not be sidetracked by the diversions he creates.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Pornography, Homosexuality & Adultery
Everything I write from the point on will probably be considered by some as my treatise of why I am going to hell. I am sure this will come back to haunt me later in life, but that it OK, because it must be said.
The church needs to get over Homosexulaity!!!!
Where is all the out cry over the 90% of church leaders who told Barna they have looked at pornography "within the last year?" Where is all the outcry over the fact that porn is the most profitable industry on the World Wide Web? Where is the outcry over men who are cheating on their wives, women reading smut novels, teens who are deeply involved in fornication, and segments of all population watching movies and television that at the very least is Soft Core Porn?
There IS NONE!!!! Pornography, Fornication, and Adultery are the quiet undertow of so many Christian families while homosexuality affects (using the most inflated numbers) only 10% of the population. This is a CLEAR example of "speck thinking" when there is a plank in the Church's eye.
The churches I have been invloved with have yet to attack our own problem of pornography, fornication, and adultery like we have attacked homosexulaity.
I believe (and I know I will get myself in more trouble here) that there is a GREATER DEMONSTRATION of the "Flesh Nature" in the lifestyle of our teens (fornicators) and men (pornographers) than there is in a committed life long homosexual relationship. I believe that the Church should reprove those invloved in sexual sin. I believe that Sexual Sin should be intolerable, and I say "YAY!" to the church taking that stand. Yet, as has always been the case we have tolerated, and by conscience ignoring therefore condoned hetrosexual sexual immorality. The church MUST be a place where all people are challenged to be rid of the "Old Man" and filled with the spirit as a "New Man"
So as far as the church's response to the GLBT community goes, I believe that the gospel is for people of every language, tribe, and nation. This means that the message of salvation is for the Gay Community and should be taken to the gay community just the same as it is for and taken to any other community. It should not be taken as a method, or as a mode to rid the world of tha "dark stain" of homosexuality. It should not be taken to "the gays;" instead it should be taken as the message of Christ to ALL PEOPLE. It should be taken as the message that calls us from ALL SIN.
Now I entreat the church STOP WORRYING ABOUT THE GAYS, and take a look at yourself, your own struggles in the flesh, your own sexual behaviors. Let's fix the problem in our own lives and in our own homes before we use cameras and microphones to condemn the sin outside our lives, our families, and our congregations. This hypocrisy makes us look foolish and renders us ineefectual as ambasdors of God's grace.
Let us not waste the precious time and energy of the church and of our lives on "Great Moral Crusades", instead let's work together to be conformed to be like Christ in our own sexual lives and our own sexual purity. Let us spend time being a community of people available to SERVE those who have spent their lives with unfulfilling sin encounters. Let us be a community of servants, who have open homes and open lives to those in need. Our active servanthood will have a greater impact on the world than our moral righteouness.
Andrew Petersen - Reflections On His New Album
'God is at home. We are in the far country.'- Meister Eckhart
I read that quote in an Annie Dillard book several years ago and it never left me. Too often we tend to imagine that heaven is a cotton-white cloudscape, a place that doesn't seem desirable to us here in this sometimes beautiful, sometimes horrifying world. We're comfortable here, and the skewed notion we have of eternity is that it's like a never-ending church service, where we'll be standing mindlessly around a throne, singing bad praise songs to a white haired God for the rest of our existence. From what I know about God, what I've read of Him in scripture and what I've seen of Him in what has been made - towering mountains, howling wind, purple budded trees, a baby's touch and a panther's roar - He is not a tame God. The City He's prepared for us is not a retirement home. Zion is not a country club. Death is but the cusp of a great adventure, hinted at in Hebrews 11, 'People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own...they were longing for a better country - a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for He has prepared a city for them.' The songs on this record were born out of a longing for that better country, and it's my hope that whoever listens to them will feel that God-given flutter in the stomach that reminds us who we are - and where we're bound.
I was deeply moved, and even more deeply excited about this 5th album by such a talented singer/songwriter.
begin with grey: 100 Things I've learned about church
begin with grey: 100 Things I've learned about church
I think his finding are a great and well articulated challenge to us as Christians.
I know myself, I struggle with the challenge of why is it easier to love religion than to love people? EVERYTHING boils down to the 2 greatest commands.
Love the Lord your God...
Love Your Neighbor...
God, I wish I could get those two down!!!!
Bishops Who Don't Believe In God???
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Monday, July 11, 2005
A Few Great Quotes On Evangelism
Christian Community is the FINAL Appologetic - Francis Schaffer
One well documented Study shows that social isolation contributes to illness and death as much as smoking. So if you must smoke, for goodness sake don't do it alone - Randy Frazee
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
VBS Lesson Plans
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Nextmail is Awesome
Nextmail Message Test
You REALLY don't get much cooler from a gadget than this!!!
Large Cardboard Sheets
Fulfillment Supplies - Lots of sizes from 24X24 to 48X72 - All for less than 1 cent a square foot.
I tried many keyword combinations
36X72 cardboard sheet
48x96 cardboard sheet
48x96" cardboard sheet
Cardboard 4x8
Cardboard Planks
Cardboard Sheets
cardboard frame
cardboard sheet
Framing Supplies
Anyone with additional sources please let me know. I will be buying these within a few days.
***EDIT 05-10-2006***
I found an additional site - Pack and Seal they carry the 4x8 sheets for about .8 cents a square foot. I still ordered the 4x6 sheets from Fulfillment Suplies at about .73 cents a square foot..
***END EDIT***
What's your theological worldview?
Description: You are an evangelical in the Wesleyan tradition. You believe that God's grace enables you to choose to believe in him, even though you yourself are totally depraved. The gift of the Holy Spirit gives you assurance of your salvation, and he also enables you to live the life of obedience to which God has called us. You are influenced heavly by John Wesley and the Methodists.
The term BIG SURPRISE would be most appropraite here. I could have saved myself five minutes with this outcome. I know I am a Wesleyan Evangelical. Oh well, find out what you are...
What's your theological worldview?
AT MY BROTHERS REQUEST:
Evangelical Holiness/Wesleyan | 89% | ||
Reformed Evangelical | 82% | ||
Emergent/Postmodern | 75% | ||
Neo orthodox | 71% | ||
Charismatic/Pentecostal | 68% | ||
Fundamentalist | 68% | ||
Classical Liberal | 50% | ||
Modern Liberal | 50% | ||
Roman Catholic | 29% |
What's your theological worldview?
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My Narnia Wallpaper

My Current computer desktop is the Narnia Map "stretched" down to fit as my desktop. I can not think of a much cooler desktop background as we approach the December 5th of the movie. If you have not seen the trailer or concept art recently you need to check out Narnia.com it all looks absolutely awesome!!!
Saturday, June 25, 2005
A Tribute To My Father
Evangelism is not inviting your co-workers, and neighbors over to your house for a bible study with you and the minister. Evangelism is not tracks left on tables in a restruant instead of a tip. Evangelism is seldom eleoquent preaching and great oratory. No, I believe the key to effective evangelism is living a life hurting people want to live. I believe evangelism is living with joy about what Christ is doing in our life and our family personally. I believe evangelism is having compassion and love for the people we interact with in our life that is genuine and heartfelt. I believe evangelism is simply little more living life in a way that makes you an authentic Christ follower.
I have seen few people in my life who practice this form of evangelism like my father does. My dad simply chooses to love and therefore be concerned about, and therefore share the joys and pains, of everyone God puts in his path. I am so thankful to see the many people who have decided they want to find out more about relationship with Christ, because of the genuine positive impact they saw it had on my dad's life because of the positive impact he was having on their lives.
There is nothing on earth that could make me more proud to calling this type of person, Dad!
Change In Church
So many people think change is about outside factors such as praise teams and preaching styles. So many people think there is a formula of "worship" that will grow a congregation and change the neighborhood to be involved members of Christ's church. Yet these prole do not see that it is the individual change of our Spirit by the power of the Word. We must change the way and desires of our heart. We must become PASSIONATE about OUR relationship with Christ. That is the Change that will bring the community and neighborhood to Christ. Change must be a matter of our relationship with Christ, not a formula for worship. Let's change in our authentic life with Christ.
Friday, June 24, 2005
Monday, June 20, 2005
A Visionary Prayer
Prayer of 16th century English explorer Sir Francis Drake:
Disturb us, Lord, when we are too well pleased with ourselves, when our dreams have come true because we have dreamed too little, when we arrive safely because we have sailed too close to the shore.
Disturb us, Lord, when with the abundance of things we possess, we have lost our thirst for the waters of life; having fallen in love with life, we have ceased to dream of eternity; and in our efforts to build a new earth, we have allowed our vision of the new Heaven to dim.
Disturb us, Lord, to dare more boldly to venture on wider seas where storms will show your mastery; where losing the sight of land, we shall find the stars. We ask you to push back the horizons of our hopes; and to push in the future in strength, courage, hope, and love. Amen.